PART - 3......... PLEASE READ part 1 and 2 First
Just when i thot things were getting worse they were accordance wid the plan.. Woke up that mornin 5.30am or so.. Jus cudnt sleep. Was so Confused. Wasnt an Age of Depression. Mayb i was in a mini-depression. Cud see my Confused dad, wid no one at his side but himself. I kept Fooling around like an innocent kid.[Nw i remorse my activities durin that times]. I was so much in a state of Confusion I DIDNT GIV A DAMN OF WAT WS GOIN on.. Back to 5.30am. Woke up and saw my mom walkin around the house . Just whn i thot things r back too normal "SCREAMMMMM".... I heard Screaming Crying Breaking and all sorts of noises. Went to the othr room to see that my mom had turnd ballistic. Throwing things, Breaking things, beating tht hell out of sumone[i dnt knw]... I was taken to my room again till they brot everything in order. I saw my mashi, my didis, and my dad sitting and mom lyin on the floor. Then mom was taken to he Inside Bedroom where we all slept and i came to the Living Room. Wachin tv. Had a glass of Horlicks.... I was very Frightened at that point. Could hear my mom screaming, Cursing...... I was shivering as i was sipping my glass Horlicks. I was looking at the TV screen,,,, sum cartoon was going on..... Tried to Deviate my mind to wat was been shown on TV, just couldn't ... Things were turning out to be more ugly... As i went to keep my empty glass to the kitchen, i had to cross the bedroom, i saw my mashi and my dad struggling to keep my mom on bed as she was now trying Beating the hell out of every1 in that room.... i was Shivering...... That wasn't my mom..... That Just wasn't my mom.......... The whole day we had all our Relatives Coming to our house to see my mom, She beat them up too....
That was the last day of my Mum's Beauty Parlor Session and the last day that any1 came to our house. My Dad was Left all alone. That Night was the first time i saw tears in his eyes. I couldnt help myself from crying as I was completely broken now.. My dad said that i had to be strong, this was nothing, he said.... I was relived, I had to, I was the only one wid him...
My dad started taking BIG decisions Now.. and by big i mean really big. 1st came, going to NIMHANS {National Institute Of Mental Health And Neuro Science} Bangalore, I was said to go with my mun and dad, as my mom and my dad didnt want to leave me and go, I Had my Class-6 final exams just after 10 days..... I was told to Drop A year. I refused. They [my mum, dad and my Mesho] went without me. I was living at my Mashi's House at Buddha Mandir. I went to school from that Stop for the next 1 month till they arrived with my mom fully Cured and till my Final exams were over..... Every night i used to see my mom's glowing and smiling Face... I knew, i was so happy that everything will be normal......... I was assured, I felt so relived.........
Things Just didnt go that way.........
Just when i thot things were getting worse they were accordance wid the plan.. Woke up that mornin 5.30am or so.. Jus cudnt sleep. Was so Confused. Wasnt an Age of Depression. Mayb i was in a mini-depression. Cud see my Confused dad, wid no one at his side but himself. I kept Fooling around like an innocent kid.[Nw i remorse my activities durin that times]. I was so much in a state of Confusion I DIDNT GIV A DAMN OF WAT WS GOIN on.. Back to 5.30am. Woke up and saw my mom walkin around the house . Just whn i thot things r back too normal "SCREAMMMMM".... I heard Screaming Crying Breaking and all sorts of noises. Went to the othr room to see that my mom had turnd ballistic. Throwing things, Breaking things, beating tht hell out of sumone[i dnt knw]... I was taken to my room again till they brot everything in order. I saw my mashi, my didis, and my dad sitting and mom lyin on the floor. Then mom was taken to he Inside Bedroom where we all slept and i came to the Living Room. Wachin tv. Had a glass of Horlicks.... I was very Frightened at that point. Could hear my mom screaming, Cursing...... I was shivering as i was sipping my glass Horlicks. I was looking at the TV screen,,,, sum cartoon was going on..... Tried to Deviate my mind to wat was been shown on TV, just couldn't ... Things were turning out to be more ugly... As i went to keep my empty glass to the kitchen, i had to cross the bedroom, i saw my mashi and my dad struggling to keep my mom on bed as she was now trying Beating the hell out of every1 in that room.... i was Shivering...... That wasn't my mom..... That Just wasn't my mom.......... The whole day we had all our Relatives Coming to our house to see my mom, She beat them up too....
That was the last day of my Mum's Beauty Parlor Session and the last day that any1 came to our house. My Dad was Left all alone. That Night was the first time i saw tears in his eyes. I couldnt help myself from crying as I was completely broken now.. My dad said that i had to be strong, this was nothing, he said.... I was relived, I had to, I was the only one wid him...
My dad started taking BIG decisions Now.. and by big i mean really big. 1st came, going to NIMHANS {National Institute Of Mental Health And Neuro Science} Bangalore, I was said to go with my mun and dad, as my mom and my dad didnt want to leave me and go, I Had my Class-6 final exams just after 10 days..... I was told to Drop A year. I refused. They [my mum, dad and my Mesho] went without me. I was living at my Mashi's House at Buddha Mandir. I went to school from that Stop for the next 1 month till they arrived with my mom fully Cured and till my Final exams were over..... Every night i used to see my mom's glowing and smiling Face... I knew, i was so happy that everything will be normal......... I was assured, I felt so relived.........
